And Just Like That I...

broke apart again. Meaning I stayed in watched Sex and the City via Youtube, facebooked, and vegged out. Almost hit up McDonald's, but didn't. There's only so much I could take before resorting to a little Carrie Bradshaw.

Modelling has been going great for me. Except I'm still considered a fattie (at 126lbs.?!). I booked a couple of shows and a photoshoot. So far I walked for Dolita Paris, I'm walking for Coolture, and I'm part of a gallery exhibit talking about things and person(s) I love. The shows are by invite only, so I suggest everyone go to the anonymous gallery (329 Broome Street, Lower Level) it runs until March 7. Hours are from 12- 7pm, days are Wednesday to Sunday.

School, not so much. What can I say I need to focus on what wont be possible after 25 years of age. Materialistic... not really. It's just an easy way to pay off the student loans.

Love life. Zilch. It almost makes me want to change the name of this blog to aileen eats candy. I keep running into assholes, and I don't know if I do it subconsciously. But, I'm waiting around. And when that happens, whoa are these entries going to be phenomenal.

Until then here are some quotes I picked up from my not so eventful day. These quotes do not necessarily relate to me, I just like them because they do/have relate(d)... make sense?

People say 'Everything happens for a reason.' These people are usually women. And these women are usually sorting through a break-up. It seems that men can get out of a relationship without even a 'Goodbye,' But, apparently, women have to either get married or learn something.- Carrie Bradshaw

I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love. And I don't think that love is here in this expensive suite in Paris. - Carrie Bradshaw

But teach me something wonderful
Crown my head, crowd my head
With your lilting effects
Project your fears on to me, I need to view them
See, there's nothing to them
I promise you, there's nothing to them- Of Montreal (the past is a grotesque animal)

After a break-up, certain street, locations, even times of day are off-limits. The city becomes a deserted battlefield, loaded with emotional landmines. You have to be very careful where you step or you could be blown to pieces. - Carrie Bradshaw

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be - Dido (white flag)

hands down
I'm too proud for love
but with eyes shut
it's you I'm thinking of- Lykke Li (little bit)

I got secrets from you, you got secrets from me
Because you're so worried about what I'm gonna think,
Well baby I'm worried too- The Avett Brothers (paranoia in Bb major)

What am I here for
I left my home to disappear is all
I'm here for myself
Not to know you
I don't need no one else- Santogold (L.E.S. Artistes)

Your Spanish eyes are deep, I've fallen down
Your lips are so sweet, the night is perfect take off your dress
And get up and dance around the room a little more
We get up and dance around the room in love- Elefant (makeup)