Looking for a job is not as easy as one would assume. Job listings, CVs, resumes and portfolios all feel like a job on its own. It's physically and mentally stressful. Wondering whether or not I'm qualified for an amazing job takes a toll on my self worth as well. Let's not forget I'm hunting for apartment as well.
All those stresses had led me to develop insomnia. Not even a glass of wine and melatonin can help me at night. Shheshhh. My boyfriend says to go the freelance route... that route on the other hand scares me if I can get medical insurance.
It's disappointing seeing amazing jobs and not being qualified enough because I'm not proficient in a certain computer programs. But never fear because I am learning them!! And soon I will get an amazing job.