Bad News Phone Call

And back to therapy I go, swearing off all booze, sex, and human connections. Back on the anti-depressants I'll go. A bit of adderall so I'll have the energy to finish up the school year and my even more intense OCD scheduling that has resulted from this.

It wouldn't be so bad if I remembered. It wouldn't be so bad if this wasn't the 2nd time in my life it's happened. It wouldn't be so bad if I did not want to get better.

But I do. So away I'll go to feel tons worse before i can finally feel better.

It will get better.