This reminds me of the relationship I have with my mother's mind. trying to help makes no sense at this point, and I feel like I've exhausted all my energy trying to make the situation better but keep failing. there comes a point amongst friends and with certain situations that make me stop caring, but for some reason, I can't flick the switch on with her that helps me accept things and move on.
For once, I would like to not worry anymore before I give myself permanent migraines from caring so much. If she doesn't care, why should I? but, it's not that simple because I'll care no matter what.
Which brings me to today's mind frustrating question. how do you help someone if they won't help themselves, to begin with?
Yes, this was a rant.
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Yes, none of this will make sense to you.