4 out of 25 times.
I need to hit the beach 21 more times.
There are 33 days left in which I can still attempt this goal.
Way better than last year's single beach trip.
Feelings are Horrible. Thinking Makes it Worse.
This reminds me of the relationship I have with my mother's mind. trying to help makes no sense at this point, and I feel like I've exhausted all my energy trying to make the situation better but keep failing. there comes a point amongst friends and with certain situations that make me stop caring, but for some reason, I can't flick the switch on with her that helps me accept things and move on.
For once, I would like to not worry anymore before I give myself permanent migraines from caring so much. If she doesn't care, why should I? but, it's not that simple because I'll care no matter what.
Which brings me to today's mind frustrating question. how do you help someone if they won't help themselves, to begin with?
Yes, this was a rant.
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Yes, none of this will make sense to you.
Time 4 a Break
This week why not treat yourself to a special mind release.
1. If you're a person who can never say no/has a hard time doing so - why don't you start saying that magical word? Or at least try to say it once this week, to something you don't want to do. You don't have to be a superhuman that needs to save everyone's lives by saying always saying yes. That just crazy talk.
2. If you're a person who always says no (to oneself) - why don't you try doing something for yourself? Something you really want to do but are afraid of the self-nagging you'll possibly do later on (to yourself). Been working hard? Treat yourself, say yes I do deserve this. Why work hard for no reward, that gets discouraging sometimes.
3. And yes, you are beautiful - so stop checking yourself out in the store windows. Te quiero!
